Life with Pandysautonomia

September 22nd, 2014 by Carrie, the Just Mildly Medicated gal

As a blogger it only makes sense that I am also a blog reader. Occasionally I find a blogger that makes me sit and read while mumbling, “Seriously, she nailed it, that is exactly how I feel!” Well that is exactly how I feel about Rach from The Chronic-Ills of Rach. Take a second to read Rach’s 30 Things About My Illness and then head over to her blog and check her out!


30 Things About My Invisible Illness You May Not Know

1. The illness I live with is: Pandysautonomia

2. I was diagnosed with it in the year: 2012

3. But I had symptoms since: I was a teenager

4. The biggest adjustment I’ve had to make is: to the difference between what I hoped my life would be like and what is actually is like.  I let go of a little bit more every day.  That is hard.

5. Most people assume: that someone will just fix me

6. The hardest part about mornings are: juggling the meds/food/fluids so I can get vertical.  If I get it wrong I will pay for it all day.

7. My favorite medical TV show is: hmmm.  One Born Every Minute!

8. A gadget I couldn’t live without is: My seat/cane

9. The hardest part about nights are: managing my bladder

10. Each day I take 27 pills & vitamins. (No comments, please)

11. Regarding alternative treatments I: have tried almost everything, but the only one that stood up was osteopathy

12. If I had to choose between an invisible illness or visible I would choose: visible.

13. Regarding working and career:  I miss it.

14. People would be surprised to know: that I actually have really high standards. If they judged me based on how things are they would think I am a lazy housekeeper, unambitious and probably a bit mental.

15. The hardest thing to accept about my new reality has been: falling short of my own standards every day.

16. Something I never thought I could do with my illness that I did was: stood up to doctors and ask for what I need.

17. The commercials about my illness: ?

18. Something I really miss doing since I was diagnosed is: being physical

19. It was really hard to have to give up: my dreams for our family, the plans we had as a couple.

20. A new hobby I have taken up since my diagnosis is: writing

21. If I could have one day of feeling normal again I would: dance

22. My illness has taught me: to be a patient patient, but only to a point!

23. Want to know a secret? One thing people say that gets under my skin is: how are you?

24. But I love it when people: really want to know.

25. My favorite motto, scripture, quote that gets me through tough times is: slowly slowly catchee monkey

26. When someone is diagnosed I’d like to tell them: to get as informed as they can, join a support group, distract.

27. Something that has surprised me about living with an illness is: how many other people are, too.

28. The nicest thing someone did for me when I wasn’t feeling well was: listen.

29. I’m involved with Invisible Illness Week because:  I believe when people know how many people suffer there will be more kindness.

30. The fact that you read this list makes me feel: like I am not just a statistic.



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2 Responses

  1. So poignant and thought provoking.

    We love you Carrie!

    Rob and the kiddos, too!

  2. Jessie Boyle says:

    I have been diagnosed with pandysautonomia. I live alone with my cat and dog. It’s hard not having anyone to help and understand what I’m going through. My Neurologist has passed me off after simply giving me the diagnosis and then stating that he doesn’t need to see me anymore. My symptoms are getting worse. I’m scared because the doctors kind of just diagnosed me with no treatment. I’m miserable. In pain sick to my stomach and alone. I don’t know what to do. Any suggestions?

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